whaT iS tHis????

damn la..aku tak tau kenapa aku rasa macam teruk sangat je nih..unstable emotion..dah dekat 2 bulan aku macam ni..ak cuba nak sembunyikan semua tapi tak mampu..ak cuba berpura2 gembira tapi cam aper jer..teruk la..my work can't be done quickly if i like dis..this desease really kill me rit now..soo sick!!!!!..damn la!!!!...ni je tmpt ak nk luahkan..damn la!!!...nk mtk tolong pon payah skang nih..cam hampess....damn to the source dat cause myself like this...NEVER FORGIVE THE PERSON I MUST!!!!!!...go to heLL!!!!!!!!!!!